Inwardly cursing, I bundled up against the cold and headed out into the early winter morning. The sky was dark, and a frigid wind kicked up to greet me as I trudged through the snow past Lake Sagatagan toward campus. I had made a pact with a friend to go to the gym here on campus three times a week, and our schedules required early mornings or late evenings. Going to morning prayer at the Abbey at 7:00 am and then heading for the gym seemed like a good idea in the bright light of day. But it was a …